So much emotion

Tonights One Tree Hill was fantastic! The drama was great, and quite emotional. The actors did a fabulous job bringing that to us. The Julian/Brooke scenario really hit home, Ive been in that situation, I was the Brooke, and it was really hard to be upfront about those feelings without hurting him. One of the hardest responses Ive had to give. And it is really difficult to go on acting like it didnt happen, because as much as you want to forget that they love you, and you're not at that point, you cant. Its awkward, and its a terrible feeling hurting someone, and knowing they are hiding their feelings, sticking it out, and waiting until you feel the same. The Dan and Deb scenario was intense, and it was great to see even just a picture of Keith. Mouth and Milli was sad, but I feel thats not the end for them. It was nice to see Nathan and Haley have their moment. And I really hope that we see more music from Haley, awesome how Nathan is so supportive and wants her to go for it. BUT the big kudos, in my mind, goes to Hilarie and Chad for awesomeness, and a heartbreaking, and beautiful performance. WOW they were amazing. The emotion was so real. Ill admit, I cried...a lot. Such a tragic arc. Hilarie is a killer crier and great at delivering the feeling, so much passion, I truly felt the frustration, the pain, and the want. Beautifully tragic! The end of that episode has me feeling so many different things, its amazing when that kind of emotion can be brought out because of the amazing talent of writers and actors; how they can really tug at the heart strings. Simply amazing.
So as I am feeling all this different emotions, I hop in to the SoGo chat, and its an instant smile on my face. It is just such a positive and upbeat environment! It hit 600 followers today, and it was really exciting! No emotion was seen on faces, but it really felt energetic and excited.
Oh the greatness of all this!! Love It!!!